I have never hated myself more than at this moment

and I wanna tear myself apart

I’m seriously so fat i cant even

Todays intake was 238, about 100 calories too high :\

It’s hard getting into Ana diets so I’ll forgive myself. Under 300 is still good, plus I worked out! :)

tomorrow is yellow for the rainbow diet. I’ll be having two bananas and a cup of corn and that’s all.

I may have to add some green tea and black coffee to the yellow day though, I really need those guys

we-can-be-infinite asked: when are you starting your diet + exercise plan? i'd really love to try it with you if you wanted to :D

Today! I just started!

I’d love to have a buddy sorry my answer privately isn’t working right now but we will message later!

I love feeling hungry
I love feeling fragile

so I’m gonna do a compilation of the 100 workout and the rainbow diet!

THIS MONTH:
week 1: rainbow diet and 100 workout
week 2: five bite diet and 100 workout
week 3: 2-4-6-8 diet and 100 workout
week 4: veggie diet and 100 workout

(I kind of made up the veggie diet so if you wanna know about it message me)

I will track my progress for you guys!

just ate my last meal for the month
feeling sick and bloated
can’t wait for tomorrow

so I’m going to cleanse tomorrow before the rainbow diet by drinking only water from now to Monday morning

#leggo

Only 600 something calories for the whole week!

I’m gonna do three different Ana diets all back to back for a month with daily exercise and see how that helps.

I might just have myself a boyfriend by the end of it

Honestly that’s the last straw
I can handle a lot from you
But seriously? Telling me I’m “fun” and have a “great personality” then telling me how much you want to fuck my friend is the last fucking straw.

I’m working out everyday this week. That’s for you.

I’m also gonna go Ana Boot Camp for this month which i really didn’t want to start again but fuck it, I’m crying over you because you’re so goddamn special

Im doing this for you